Yep, this is accurate.

Constant cough, temperature 37.8 and, naturally, runny nose. I`m all alone, have no medicine at home and I have 2 days to cure myself. I`m completely at loss. And the fact that it's actually quite cold at home doesn't help on my trips to make some more tea.

Yeah, I`m a typical man: my world comes to an end when I get a little sick.

The days when I want to grow my hair back, dress up all black, listen to some motherfucking speed metal and just be the plain me. A short flashback and the realisation that the world would never understand or accept me like that.

Anyhow, not getting very far with the android development stuff. Have some ideas on what I would love to make to make my everyday life a tiny bit easier, but meh, even acquiring the necessary software is a hassle. But oh well, since there is nothing better for me to do anyway, maybe I will eventually pull it through...after a year or two. And then give up on it like I have done with pretty much everything in my life so far.

And it's kinda sad that this is the only thing I have to share on my blog in two months.

Nope.
No holidays for me.
Even if wanted them.
It's work, work, work and training to do even more work.

Let's see if I can muster some willpower to start making my own android apps.
Why? Because there is a ton of apps that I would really like but they neither don't exist or the existing ones don't really perform the way I would like them to.

If I do succeed, I will probably also try to make some widgets for google chrome and calender, but, unfortunately, knowing me - I will probably fail at the android stage already.

In any case, it would be really nice if I succeeded, because at least then I will be doing something with my free time that's, since I left college, is being wasted on pretty much pathetic nothing.

The Swedbank stuff...a ridiculous out of control bullshit !
What the hell is wrong with people, they never pay attention to details. There is no reliable source of information that Swedbank is going down, the SMS sent to people are ridiculously inaccurate and even more - add obviously stupid information (e.g. people in Lithuania are able to take out only 50 lats out of the ATM's - implying that their currency so easily translates to lats). Swedbank is extremely successful and stable bank and there is visible reason for it to shut down. Nobody ever would decide to shut down the same bank in 4 other countries and leave 1 country - Latvia - in chaos, letting clients there do whatever they want with the information.
etc. etc. etc.
Goddamn, people, think...T H I N K !

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I`m a bit confused about the uselessness of google+ . I don't really get it what did they mean by launching it in the state it is now. I know that they are working on integrating other google products into google+, in fact, I would really love to see google calendar integrated there so that I could share my schedules with people I know without being afraid that some I don't want to know my schedules would start looking at them.

There is a lot of potential and hopes for google+, but at the state it is now, it might just die off without even really starting up, because people will just leave it and forget it.

Another great idea - to integrate google maps inside google+ so that I would have an easy way to share information about some random places in the city with people I know. I am aware that I could do it now already, but it just has no point if most people I know are kind of computer illiterates and have no idea or will to use random google tools.

By putting a small bit of innovation in helping myself out at work and creating this map, I managed to get a small token of approval from the company whose calls I`m picking up. A stylishly black backpack, white t-shirt and white+black towel (I think it's actually beach towel, not sure though, as it's a bit small for that), all with Tele2 logo on them. I do feel appreciated and positive about it for a change.

Still holding on to the idea that maybe job at Transcom may not be the best paying job in the world, but still the pay is decent enough and the atmosphere we have there completely makes it worthwhile. 

Pics? No, not this time, I`m getting too embarrassed about taking photos with a goddamn phone all the time...

Sidenote: today I stepped in shit. Haven't had that happen for at least 10 years.

Bracing for Star Wars: The Old Republic.
That is all.

Goddamnit, my results from blood test came back. I know there is nothing serious, but still, I`m seriously curious and I can't read them for a crap. And there is just one person I know who could explain this to me.
Here is me hoping my ex- still looks at my blog from time to time and wishing she wouldn't.
My superpower is controversy.

Building some plans on buying a new bed and a mattress. My plan is to spend about 150 lats on that purpose so it will most probably take me about 2-3 months to spare the money. I might be able to economize a bit on the bed itself if I manage to buy a used one. Regarding the mattress, however, I`m not entirely sure weather to choose the cheaper coil mattress or a memory foam one. Logic dictates that the memory foam ones are worth the money, but then again - I can sleep anywhere, do I really care ?

160x200 size, btw. I know it's a little big just for myself, but hey - that's how I roll .

The picture - pretty much what I would love to get, but it's a bit too costy for me.

I am most definitely over 300 years old ...

What has happened over the past 30 years is the capture of the world's common treasury by a handful of people, assisted by neoliberal policies which were first imposed on rich nations by Margaret Thatcher and Ronald Reagan. I am now going to bombard you with figures. I'm sorry about that, but these numbers need to be tattooed on our minds. Between 1947 and 1979, productivity in the US rose by 119%, while the income of the bottom fifth of the population rose by 122%. But from 1979 to 2009, productivity rose by 80%, while the income of the bottom fifth fell by 4%. In roughly the same period, the income of the top 1% rose by 270%.

via  George Monbiot @ guardian.co.uk

I think I should do some fact checking on this, but, meh, I`m too lazy for that and it won't change what that article is telling me.
While I`m not as dumb to go out on streets protesting against the products and brands I owe my lifestyle to, yelling "I`m the 99%", still I can't disagree that there is something essentially wrong with society when the rich ones get richer and poor ones keep getting poorer. I`m not sure that I even understand what the hell the rich people are doing with their goddamn money?
But oh well, I was never rich and never will be, so who am I to judge ?

Can I haz a perfect score please?

I slowly find myself switching from playing games on the bus to reading news. Guess that's how my subconsciousness is trying to compensate for the lack of education. Though I don't believe that it will last.

Having a good start of the month at job. The pessimist in me screams in agony just by imagining how terrible the end of this month is going to be.

Also, it's 3am. I need to discover a method that would enable me to go to sleep at a decent time. But then again, it's not like I`m loosing any time of my life this way...considering that I have none currently.

Freshly shaved.
For the archives. So noone complains anymore afterwards, when I grow it back.

Didn't care much that I kind of look like crap there, that my mirror is dirty or that I`m taking the damn pic with a goddamn phone camera (left my own camera with my ex-, didn't tell her but it was sort of a "sorry" for all the gifts I didn't give her). What I`m trying to say is that I didn't care at the moment, but now it kinda does bother me :|

Went to optometrist to check my vision. It's still near-perfect. Looks like one of my eyes is a bit lazy on adapting thus it may happen that I see a bit worse with that one, but even than my vision with it is better than for the most people. Curiously enough that's the eye that's always further from my screen which I`m embracing for 12hours a day. I`m a living evidence that our digital screens don't affect our vision as much as our parents would like to think.

tl;dr Computers can't do a shit against my superior vision.

I`m putting in some effort to change myself a bit and as a result today I bought some new clothes that actually are not black. Well, the pants are kind of greyish, underpants are plaid in grey, darkbluewhite and solid green and my two hoodies are plaid blackwhite and blackpurple.
I`m too lazy to take pics and nobody cares anyway.
My new pants don't go along with the damn purple hoodie at all, but oh well whatever, the important thing is that I tried. Not that I care about how fashionable I look anyway...
The most fun thing about everything is that I didn't check the damn sizes and now I will be forced to go back to the store and swap them again. The downside of not having a girlfriend anymore with whom to shop - she always remembered to check the sizes.

Because I`m so demanding when I judge people weather to let them closer to me or not, I sometimes think that if I could ever bring together everyone I ever had prolonged contact with, they all would be the damn best friends to each-other. And yet I would still be the one who would stay unnecessary, lonely, the outsider, the odd one.
Funny how that works, that weather we have friends or don't never depends on how good of character judges we are or how even on how other people view us - it always depends on how hard we want and try to fiend friends.

I don't get this crap at all. 4 years in prison and the whole life destroyed for that? Seriously? World is fucked.

The tutorial of how not to...

I went and did it...I am oficially not a student anymore !
Well, that's the main message of today at least.

Lately I have been keeping this blog kind of silent the main cause of which was that I was feeling like shit. I still do. However, taking in note that this blog was created as my student's blog and obviously now it has lost its purpose, I decided to make this blog my bullshit_i_want_to_share blog as of now. Share with whom? - idk, probably google as that's the only friend I have at the moment o.O

Oh, yeah, atm I have nothing much to share, as I`m currently living in my past with the excuse that I have no future and there is nothing going on in my present.

Picture related: it's the artists impression of the amount of fucks that will ever be given over all this, as well as an accurate description of my present and future.